
I recently finished this book Everything Sucks by an author I had no idea had been through so much. Hannah Friedman was the youngest author ever featured in Newsweek 5 years ago, from which she received Hell for writing. This book kind of jumped off the shelf at me in the library and I'm glad I read it because as I was going through the motions of college ACCEPTANCE! so was Hannah. Hannah had a very interesting story, as well as growing up with a capuchin monkey for a sister she traveled through Europe with her family as a child for her Father's (up and coming) band. She retells funny coming of age stories and an arrival home laced with fierce hatred from girls she had known since kindergarten. Hannah becomes the target of everyone's amusement for having a monkey and a dad in a little known band,as well as a shoe car. Yes her Dad was very....eccentric, but he loves her so much that its okay in the end.
Since Hannah becomes the object of such torture her parents decide to enroll her in a private school. She ends up at a prestigious school right here in New York State: Danforth Academy, where she will, as in the title, lose her mind and find herself. A dedicated student Hannah throws all she has into her school work and and then into getting the kind of friends she never had. Popular, pretty and rich girls. Her closest friend becomes the rich and conceited Cashmere, whom she finds out in the end tried to convince a boy she liked that she was crazy. These girls whom students call the Great Eight are renown for their animosity and general bubbleheadedness. These are the girls everyone knows and are glad they aren't accepted by because they gossip fearlessly about each other. Hannah goes on extensive shopping trips with the Great Eight and watches them blow through stores with their parent's credit cards. Hannah even receives a shoplifted gift from Cashmere. Did I mention this is true??
Hannah eventually moves onto campus as she was previously a commuter, on campus she gets into drugs that keep you focused like prescription Aderall so she can writes long papers and remain focused on her work. Hannah is the class president and always talks about how she has to be the picture of a perfect student every morning as she announces the school announcements, this is probably why she is so set on going to Yale.
Hannah's moral compass spins uncontrollably as she lives constantly in an Aderall/cannabis induced semi-bliss. Nobody finds out for a long time about her weed,prescription drug, cocaine use until after she writes the article that exposes the scramble to get into college and it gets featured in Newsweek. The Principal becomes her worst enemy because he feels she named names and his was one of then in the controversial article, he then proceeds to get her suspended on false claims of 'lascivious acts' in the library (avec un garcon) Her father stands up for her questioning the validity of the claims and the Principal immediately gets defensive while claiming that a respected teacher witnessed the acts. After this little scene Hannah's mother asks the boy supposedly involved why her daughter had his drug scale, to which he denied ownership of. This kind of told Hannah's mother that her daughter was a crackhead, never a good thing for a parent to be aware of. Also her father figured out that she used the ATM card to get money for more drugs.
I started to wonder how Hannah did at Yale because she obviously had a drug problem. Not to mention she published this book exposing all her High School 'trials and tribulations' with drugs. I wonder if the other students at Yale had any idea a hardcore druggie was among them. One thing's for sure though, Hannah's drug use didn't put her on the streets she actually turned into an average person still. And not all former crackheads can say they've been published in Newsweek. I also wonder when she stopped her drug use. I guess something monumental would've had to happen, the overdose of her friend Julian their Senior year wasn't enough so what was?
Somehow I always end up reading the same books with a reoccurring theme of drugs and substance abuse, I don't know I must have a sixth sense for this kind of reading. Maybe as a reinforcement of what I would never do. Reading books like this one and A piece of Cake as well as those Ellen Hopkins books have been testaments to how screwed up drugs can make you and those around you. And if you don't stop they could take over your life.